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by Graham Armfield

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So there you go, another one in the know Another one who can turn a fast one in the wink of an eye. Suddenly you see, the world ain't quite so free You turn around and shout it out 'coz you want to be heard And I'm oh so glad that you decided to stay Like a dream coming true, Hey I'm finding you Lying here by my side I'm here in the park, but not afraid of the dark The burning glow of your cigarette is all that I can see. Will you take my hand, my open left hand Then squeeze it tight till the morning light Shines over us. And I'm oh so glad that you decided to stay Like a dream coming true, Hey I'm finding you Lying here by my side
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Has anyone ever told you, where to go when things are bad? Like a shelter from the rain, maybe the sun will ease your pain So you can change the world you know. Turn your back on everything. But if I could find a way, these are the words I'd say. Commit yourself, commit yourself, commit yourself to what you need. Commit yourself, commit yourself, commit yourself to what you need. Through the image of my guiding light, dream a hazy golden glow. And if I could find the answer tonight, would you really want to know? Commit yourself, commit yourself, commit yourself to what you need. Commit yourself, commit yourself, commit yourself to me. You know, you know, you know, what you need You know, you know, you know, the way to go You know, you know, I've got everything you need Commit yourself, commit yourself, commit yourself to me. Right here, right now, right here and right now.
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Inside Of Me 03:06
Do you know what it's like to be so angry Your skin is purple your eyes cannot see And all day long I've got this feeling Burns like a sun inside of me And what's it like when you feel let down By the ones you care so much about This total waste of my affection And the only way is out Inside of me, inside of me There's something you'll never see Inside of me, inside of me You know it burns like a sun, inside of me Would you like to join in with the good times See your course and run there overnight It would be so perfectly revealing Held up to the flaming light Burns like a sun - inside of me Burns like a sun - swallowed by me Burns like a sun - inside of me Burns like a sun - inside of me
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On The Beach 03:37
Well the sun baked down as I stumbled across the ground And I climbed way up to the top of the hill 'Cause they all seem higher and they always will To think I once had a postcard of this view - sent by you How things change. Tarmac sheets criss and cross this land It almost seems as if they were planned To link the red brick piles of utility tiles It goes on for miles down to the beach I am here on the beach, I am here on the beach, The parching of the soil's a lonely sound But it's all that's left for me to hear And the blue sky, once imagined, now seems to real It joins the sea down by the beach I am here on the beach, I am here on the beach, But you're out of reach.
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Release 03:06
I've seen him, out the back before, And I know why he's there I've watched you watching them Do you know what they're praying for? Every day I'm walking by And I'm asking why it is The window's filled with metal plates To hide the emptiness within. For release, For release, For release. They're back to back, with no space between Are the houses where we live. What's a man to do on a summer's day When the sun has all to give. Every day I'm walking by But I never go inside Is it the light that I can never see That makes me want to hide?
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Cast your mind back if you will Ten thousand miles laid out with steel, And it's all inside my head Or so it seems. Where were you in '63? Just started school? - The same with me And we thought we had it all But we were wrong. So will your heart that's made of stone Keep you warm when you're alone So will your heart that's made of stone Keep you warm when you're alone Ten more years and we'll be free Or so it seemed, it seemed to me But the time goes by Before you even know it. By any rights we should be gone, With all the things that we've done wrong. All the lives we've wasted Before we even knew it.
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Anything and everything, seems OK to you But it could be anything This side of the road, this side of the road. Lying in my bed, staring at the ceiling Dreaming of a summer's day You know I'm wasting time, you know I'm wasting time. Am I really seeing things as they're meant to be And am I really seeing you as you're meant to be seen Take the book at the last page, bend back the paper Read the end of the story, Just to save the time, just to save the time Staying at home, starting to roam, I get out Failing to find I'm speaking my mind - I shout No need to read the rest, they tell me it's a waste of time They say a close friend is a dead end, and that you're caught on a fishing line Caught on a fishing line.
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You turned as I walked in the room. Did you think I wouldn't notice, That your hair, once long, lay in curls on the floor? And there's a glint in your cool blue eyes. You said that I wouldn't understand, When it could have been so easy. All you had to say, was what you were looking for, And have your fill from the stream of life. How did you know, my head was so heavy? How did you know, my conscience was clear? How did you know, my dreams were so real? They shine like a sun through the night. You found your wish under an apple tree. Did you think it would be so obvious? And the grass, so soft under your body Has brought you to a change of mind
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Unknown 03:38
Half past seven in the morning, And in the winter, that's before the dawning. Half way down the hill, On my way to the station. Turn the corner and he's there, Almost fall over him Cursing under my breath, As I step into the road. This is the man that no-one talks to This is the man that no-one seems to know Whenever I think about that It makes me feel sad and angry How we all say he's going nowhere. Then one cold day in spring, I never saw him again. Was it his age, or just the frost? Will we ever know the truth?
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The Truth 03:28
How could you forget my name so soon It hasn't been a year since June And now you're standing here in front of me Well what am I supposed to feel? And it's true, true you weren't the one for me It's true, I was so blind I could not see It's funny how you tapped the root of my anger. Hit the nail on the head, turned the screw inside. You took the dreams I had and made a nightmare, Like no-one else before you made me mad Even if I knew the pain I would suffer, I bet I would have loved you anyway.
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Sweet Shock 03:21
I need a sweet shock every night A flesh alarm clock every single morning There are gonna be some revelations When I wake up from my sleepwalk I’ve been missing out on ecstasy There’s been no kissing, kissing, kissing or revelry There are gonna be some dream sensations When I wake up from my sleepwalk I will run to you, you lift me on your finger Wrap my legs around you This is a sweet shock Dreams in formation are scaling the sky Thicker than fictions fulfil my eye Dinner times tell me to fly That’s the way to wake up from a sleepwalk Pot the cactus oh so slightly Pop the question oh so lightly Dinner times tell me to be what you wanna be That’s the way to wake up from a sleepwalk
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Smooth 02:50
Smooth, so smooth, paper smooth With your style and your smile With your kisses you greet them No such soft stuff, the images you make No squidgy soft flab stuff The paper is crisp and it’s smooth Ink black smooth, you’re on men you choose With your crisp white smile With the glances you give when you greet them It is a glimpse from my dreamland Enhancing the chant of the dancing so smooth You let me see the back of your head today And your hair as it curved it was so smooth If this my breast was as firm as your flesh I could the warm skin of you, hot from the press Paper smooth
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Batman the caveman has flown out today He’s come out of hiding, he’s come out Sheba the housewife has ridden away On a dapple grey pony she made the beds and did a bunk They needed an air supply Norman the nurse man cleans bedpans today He’s found his vocation, he’s a caring man But first he needed some time to think Fresh air to use on his way Winnie the cleaner cleans windows today Up in the sky, flying high Who could she be with an air supply? Who on this earth has an air supply? Who’s found their own way to breathe?
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I read of a penguin’s egg I look out to see the snow There are five men across the street drinking themselves mad Oh what can I do to help? An entry phone’s been installed And I don’t want them in my home playing their mouth organ And I have records that I can play I have a new duvet The toothless one watches me But I won’t let him frighten me because No stained hand can reach behind my door I am free behind my curtains I’m a liberated lady I am safe and I am warm Free to dream of flying penguins I have my books to keep me well informed And my sweet-smelling sheets they are as white as snow I read of a penguin’s egg It was something for foolish men to strive for
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Streams 03:33
Just a stream of consciousness, that’s all this is to me. Forgetting words and losing them Switching on and off like the power you use With no sense of occasion Jutting out from the end of the bed, cold feet and sheets of sweat They never move. Blood never flows, never seems to make me warm, And that’s, that’s all I want. Just bend your eyes, to read the news headlines, Lying strewn on the floor. They form a line, to the door, But I’m bored before we’re half way out.
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So Far Away 04:03
I’m going to pull it tight again, this string which binds me here with you. I must stop trying to pretend that every word is true. One stair leads to the second floor, it’s where you live and where you love. Light shines through the door, and the rain outside it seems so far away So far away, so far away I’m going to knock it down again, this wall between two worlds. I watch you circle in my dreams, then you don’t seem so far away. So far away, so far away Seems so far away, seems so… so far away.
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Seychelles shootout, Seychelles shootout, with smoke and water I’ll bring your winter to you Seychelles shootout, will you watch out I’ll bring your winter to you Seychelles shootout, Seychelles shootout, the early sun sets Bootprints in the sand All lines to the south down, all day curfew Wish I was in Corfu Seychelles shootout, Seychelles shootout, abortive coup Seychelles shootout, your BOSS is calling you

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A collection of studio demos from my past. Recorded in the 1990s and the 1980s it's a mixed bag from some of the bands I've been in over the years.

I do still perform some of these songs live and they seem popular - hence putting the album together.

Hope you enjoy it.

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released November 24, 2023

Lots of different musicians appear with me on these tracks - too many to mention here. But there's a page on my website (grahamarmfield.com) which goes into more detail.

Most of the songs were written by me, but I co-wrote the others.

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Graham Armfield Woking, UK

Graham Armfield is a singer/songwriter from Woking in England (UK).

He's a veteran of many guitar-based bands in London and the surrounding areas, but is now performing solo - just him, his voice, his guitar, and his songs.

Since going solo, he's released 2 albums: 'Life Line' in 2009, and 'Found My Way' which was finished in late 2019.
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